The Feelings We Try to Hide: Managing the Emotional Stress of Parenthood
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When I was single, I didn’t have to deal with my emotions that much. I could manage my schedule, my sleep, my nutrition, my exercise and my social life in such a way that I could curb the pitfalls of overwhelming stress. As a parent (and I should add, as a wife) the negative emotions I encounter on a day to day basis can hit me like a landslide. I’m low on sleep, maybe our relationship needs work but we don’t have time to talk, and the kids are teething (again).
As one father of a newborn shared with me recently, “I've never been so aware of my nasty side.”
To learn more about the emotions, I started reading Emotional Intelligence: Why It Can Matter More Than IQ by Daniel Goleman. It was a popular book in the 1990’s but even if you haven’t heard of it, it’s wider effect has trickled down to effect our education system, business management, and popular culture. Its huge impact is due to the very convincing argument Goleman makes that emotional intelligence is a set of skills that can (and should) be learned.
Goleman’s book has led me to face my “shadow” as Karl Jung calls it, the primitive and darker side of ourselves. You may have heard Jordan Peterson speak of integrating your shadow—this means accepting as opposed to simply repressing the negative emotions we face day-to-day. Accepting is not the same as acting upon, but if we ignore our shadow and refuse to get to know it, it will spill out when we least expect it, in ways that we may not be able to control. When we accept our own shadow, we also become more accepting of other people’s faults, weaknesses, and foibles (including those of our spouse and children).
In this reflection, I jotted down an uncomfortable emotion I typically face as a parent and then brainstormed how I could face it in a productive way. Here are my reflections.
Other Resources on the emotions:
I hope you enjoyed these reflections on the emotions! Please include your own insights in the comment section below.